Sunday, January 1, 2023

Under the Yuletide Moon

So it's been a while since I've written one of my holiday themed horror stories. Had an idea for something in the week leading up to Xmas and started writing it but wasn't able to finish and edit it til after the holidays. Without further adieu, here it is. This might be my favorite of all my holiday horror stories and hope you enjoy! 

Under the Yuletide Moon 
Copyright 2023

Christmas had come and gone, and the new year was just day or two away. The moon was full, glowing in the velvety black sky like a cold eye and casting its pale light to the forest below. Winter arrived and fresh snow had fallen just hours ago. 

The man left his cabin, bundled up against the wintry elements, and made his way deep into the quiet woods. He lived alone and made these once monthly trips by himself, his way of dealing with those deadly urges that had plagued him for nearly two decades. 

Far enough into the snow-covered woodland that no one else would hear or see him (his nearest neighbors were miles away), he took a deep breath, the icy air searing his lungs and lifted his face to the night with eyes closed. 

He could feel it. The power and pull of the moon. His skin had already begun to itch and ripple beneath his clothes. 

Slowly, he opened his eyes. Moonlight shone in them, and his uttered a low moan. His fingers worked at the zipper of his heavy coat, shrugging it off, and then tugged at the buttons of the flannel shirt beneath. Next he yanked off the plain white t-shirt and took off his jeans after removing his boots and thick wool socks. 

Naked, he shivered under the moon's harsh ashen glare. He wouldn't be shivering for very long. 

The man growled as he let it come. 

The change. What he became at this time every month when the moon was full and the allure of the hunt, and the ravenous beast inside him, begged for release...no, demanded it. He couldn't resist it even if he tried. 

That's why he came to live in this remote heavily wooded region of his home state. Because to live anywhere else would mean a death sentence to some unlucky soul who happened to cross his path. 

They'd end up horribly ravaged, mutilated, killed. And partially devoured. 

The man was a werewolf. And he refused to kill another human being. When he'd first been cursed, it had happened, more than a few times, as he'd struggled to understand what afflicted him, and that nearly caused him to end it. To kill himself. Put a gun to his head and blow his brains out. He wouldn't even need a silver bullet because he knew a mortal wound such as that couldn't be repaired.

But he didn't. Instead he immersed himself in research about his horrific new reality. Hundreds of hours pouring over books and the internet. Nothing could be proven as real and accurate but he devoted himself to finding answers even when he knew in his heart there wasn't any. 

That's when he sold his home in the city and bought the cabin. He figured at least he could scrape by in his solitary existence and satisfy the bloodthirsty hunger without killing another person. Instead, he'd transform into the furry, clawed, and fanged bestial creature of myth and superstition and slaughter whatever woodland animals he'd find. He even hated doing that but it was far better on his conscience and sanity than killing his own kind.

Now, on an early post-Christmas morning, he allowed the change to come forth. As always, the transformation hurt but it also happened quickly. Flesh and bone were reshaped as thick black fur sprouted all over and he lifted his snout to the moon and howled.

And that's when he smelled something different. It was another night creature but yet not. It was pungent, musky, unique, but not entirely like one of the forest denizens.

The strong scent was more akin to another werewolf. He'd never come across another like him before.

Low and deep, he snarled and surveyed his surroundings, yellowish eyes narrowed to slits.

The snow covered trees around him were cloaked in shadows despite the bright moonlight burning down from above. At first his keen sharp vision detected nothing even as the redolent odor of his own kind filled his quivering nostrils. Then the nebulous dark off to his right shifted and moved ever so subtly.

A shape moved out of the trees, slightly hunched over, and glared hungrily at him with slitted yellow eyes much like his own. It growled at him. 

He returned the growl, but more guttural and deep in tone. His muscles bunched as he tensed for the eventual attack. Razor tipped black tipped claws flexed. His gleaming dagger like fangs slavered with ropy strands of saliva. 

The other werewolf was big but not as large as he was. And unlike his heavy dark fur coat, this one had a thick pelt of lighter fur, almost white in the moon's ambient illumination. 

And there was something else. He was momentarily awestruck by this stark, sudden revelation. 

The other was a female. It was smaller in form and size, yet bigger than an average male, leanly muscled, but clearly a female werewolf. The fur covered breasts and lack of a penis made it abundantly obvious.

The man didn't want to launch his own attack but would defend himself by this unexpected and not unwelcome visitor much like himself. He was wary but intrigued. And his primal self reacted in other ways as well. He couldn't resist and he wondered if she felt the same. 

The female werewolf stood her ground but stopped her fearsome growls. She didn't spring at him with deadly claws and teeth. 

They stared at one another across the snowy ground. 

Tentatively, almost as one, they approached each other. Both remained cautious and tense yet in moments as they gazed at the other, muscles loosened and relaxed. 

Fresh snow flurries began to fall around them. And together, they raised their snouts, mouths cracked open...

...and they howled under the Yuletide moon. 



Year In Review and Beyond!

Happy 2023, folks! Since I don't do the traditional Best Of lists as far as favorite books and all that, I will say that I've enjoyed much of what I'd read. Some more than others but I'm pretty choosy in what I pick from my ever growing TBR mountain. 

2022 was a mixed bag for me. Easily the most challenging year for many reasons, mainly with my full-time job becoming much more demanding and leaving me both physically and mentally exhausted most days. But I still love what I do and enjoy interacting with my customers when it comes to recommending books by other authors. 

2022 started off in the most unexpected and lovely way for Casa Kosarich. We adopted a bonded pair of one year old cats, brother and sister, after a mutual friend who volunteers at a no-kill cat shelter gave us a heads up. We'd planned on adopting another cat after we lost our beloved 18 year old Mag the previous November but these two were too good to pass up. And once my wife and stepdaughter saw pictures of them online, it was pretty much a done deal. Prince and Salem took a little bit to acclimate to their new digs but they did so fairly quickly (Prince burrowed into the bottom shelf of my Stephen King bookshelf on the first day at his forever home). They fill our lives with much laughter and love daily and we are truly blessed to have these beautiful creatures in our lives. 

As I usually do, I'm always working on a new book/writing project and at some point editing a new one for upcoming or near future release. This past year should've seen the release of my 3rd and final Roseblood novel called Bloodlust. Originally it was supposed to be a late summer or early fall release. But because I also work with an editor and cover artist/book designer, I also have to adjust my schedule to gel with theirs, which I'm happy to do. Unfortunately, in late September and early October, my home state of Florida got hit by two hurricanes, one of which devastated a large portion of southwestern and central Florida, including where my folks live and the house where I more or less grew up in. Not going to lie, when you discover your elderly parents are riding out a Cat 5 hurricane, it leaves you feeling terribly helpless and scared as hell. You don't have to be a creative to conjure up worst-case scenarios but it doesn't help either. Needless to say, and thankfully, they survived but not unscathed. Ian tore up much of the overgrown jungle of a yard, knocking down several trees or damaging many that had to be taken down. Also the house suffered some water damage (limited to just one room, though) and roof damage that will require it to be replaced eventually. My brother in Tampa, plus 3 of his closest buddies, and myself, spent a day in mid-October with chainsaws and other tools cleaning up most of their yard and filled up the cul-de-sac with a small mountain of tree and plant debris. 
But I'd already decided to put off releasing Bloodlust until maybe by the holidays. Usually when I'm prepping to release a new book, I take some time off of work. That way, I have a week to get final edits done and coordinate any last minute details with my editor and or book designer. But being increasingly busy at work getting ready for the holidays, and being out of town helping out my folks made that too much. And it didn't take long for me to decide not to rush the new book during the hectic Crazy Season, and just push it back (or up) to early 2023. 

Anyway, so that's my year in review! Bloodlust is still slated for late February or early March. Then I'll focusing on finishing up a nasty little horror novella called Rebirth and starting my own edits on Island of Devils, my followup to The Ravening. Although I think I'll release Rebirth later this new year and will most likely push the latter to 2024. Island of Devils is the biggest/longest horror novel I've written to date (well over 500 pages) and was a blast to write, but it'll require some work to get it where I want it to be. Eventually, I still have plans to release two story collections. One will be called The Nightmare Season, collecting some of my previously published short stories and a few unpublished ones as well. Also I have a collection titled No Laughing Matter, which ties in my two ebook shorts Clowning Around and The Last Chord with several other original stories featuring the supernatural being known as Tricksy the Clown (or Mister Tricks) and Mister Black. 

As always, much thanks to anyone and everyone who's purchased, read, and reviewed my books. Can't thank you enough! 

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